Growing Bean Pods

As time passes by, and as the moon changes its phase, it only means one thing---hope. Everyday, we fail and yet we conquer. Continually, we discover new things about us because as humans, we continue to grow and be the best version of ourselves. It wasn't easy being on the stage where you feel unsafe; you are doubting yourself and above all, you are questioning your purpose here in this world.
Another year came and it taught us a lot of lessons, pains and blessings. We were tested by countless downfalls and debris, charged with the hundred volts of hatred and sufferings and yet, we stood as strong and continued with the flow of the cascading river on the cold breeze of sunlight. I, personally had been on my toughest days and on my rays of happiness. Believe me, both of them wasn't as easy as I expected but it turned out to be the worst nightmare I had experienced. At first, I was happy but eventually, throughout my journey alone in my own Neverland, I have discovered a lot of pirates along my journey on the sea. It was a rough-sailing fairy tale and I'm glad I reached this far. 2019 had been a roller coaster ride for me and it wasn't easy as counting one two three nor reciting the alphabet. Believe me, I had encountered tons of daydreams and cliches; but I stood out of those who tried to bring me down.

On this new year, it's time to cut off those who are not worthy of my forgiveness. I would gladly erase those who are against with my own self growth and in my path where God is leading me. I will now let go all of those heartaches and baggage 2019 had delivered me and I will now Let God take the wheel. I am expecting greater things to come, with no anxiety attacks, no more selfishness but instead, to mold myself, to cherish every moment and to build and reconstruct what I really am with my individuality alone.
On the heart wilting bean pods, I'm lost between them for I will be a daisy on the green meadow. 2020 will be God's year and not mine.


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